BABY GUPPIE!

ok, so it's like 2am, and i know have i to add to this blog thing, and let's face it i am really bored here at work! so i decided to introduce my readers (prolly only jill) to baby Connor Robert Fish, Darcy's and Bob's little one... or as i call him Guppie! (cuz we all know that a baby fish is called a guppie, yeah he will prolly continue to be called that from me until he decides he wants to start dating and i am forced to not embarrass him anymore!)
He is one of the cutest little ones i have seen, then again everyone says that. but Guppie is truly a wonderful baby, hardly cries, unless he wants food or has bad gas (let's face it he is his mother's son when it comes to that!) lol. This picture i took of him is when we were getting ready to go on a drive (Darcy was driving, i do not trust myself for that big responsibility yet and prolly won't for a long time!) and then Darcy looked at me, after i had fastened the car seat wrong around him, and said that it was too hot for a blanket. This is one of the many reasons why if or when i do have kids... they are going to need alot of help! not to mention that i got lost in Babie's R Us... yeah that's another story.
BUT ... be proud of me, i did change a one of the YUCKIEST diapers the other day when i was over there... and let me tell ya... he sat there and smiled at me while i was in shock that someone sooo little could make that big of a mess! but i love him, and therefore i will do anything for the little stinker! LOL.

I am employeed!

Things are working out now... FINALLY! i am now employed as a full time person with a real job!! how exciting! lol... now looking forward to getting my own house with a dog! yeah i know real exciting... but at least something to look forward to. not that i am not looking for other options, i would like have my weekends off and more money is never a bad thing. but i like doing what i do for the most part, and if i would leave i would really miss the guys making fun of me via text messages and all the other way they seem to get that job done! LOL just wanted to let you know... and thanks jill!

Snap, Crackle, Pop!

Well... it's that time of year again! and i for one am totally excited about it! BONFIRES!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! lol. what can i say, always been a country girl at heart, born and raised, nothing will ever change that! and i love a good bonfire! you have to admitt that they are great anyway you look at them... well as long as they are under control and don't catch other things on fire, which is where you would make me actually have to work and let's face it... that's not nice! LOL!
but seriously think about it... bonfires are GREAT! you and a group of friends, or just you and your boyfriend/girlfriend, significant other, ... whatever you crazy kids are calling it now a days! ;) for a more romantic feeling. but nothing is better to me than to chill by a fire, kick back, relax, maybe have a few drinks, (that is if you aren't planning on driving anywhere or you have a dd, or heck make them virgins!) either way... you are outdoors, relaxed... sounds of the crickets, snapping and popping of the flames and wood... seriously it's fun!
the only draw back is that you come home smelling like a bonfire... not the best thing in the world but an exception that i am willing to make! so here's wishing everyone a safe, happy, WONDERFUL BONFIRE SEASON! and stay safe out there! :)

Behind every cloud.... there's sunshine

well i think i am getting better at this... right Jillie?? second post in about a week!! be proud! ;)

anyways i think that things are finally getting better. and i am actually starting to feel like myself again... which is a good thing. through everything that has happened lately, i am finally smiling again, which is very important to me. but at the same time i am ready to move on. i am looking for a new job, and finally starting to take the steps into the dating world. SCAREY I KNOW!!! lol. but it has to be done! but i am also ready for whatever life throws at me... which is after this week from hell i need to be! i am just taking things as they come... and not worrying about what other people feel the need to say or do. you know how the old saying goes... "behind every cloud there is sunshine" ... well i needed to be reminded of that.

and i am at the point now that i really do believe that you make the most out of every moment that you have. whatever happens to you... you ultimately decided how to take it and if that situation is good or bad. so from now on i am taking whatever life decides to throw at me as just another challenge that i can overcome. true some of them are going to take longer and be tougher than others... but all in all it will make me stronger and prouder of my accomplishments. so bring on the good and the bad... i am ready.

Rumors

Ever notice that people talk about alot of things... but mostly about other people? I just don't understand the point in it. I mean yeah, i have and prolly will continue to talk about others, but mostly it is about the good things in their lives, like the just had a new baby, or they are moving, or things like that. i really don't like talking bab about people, i just don't and have never really seen the point in doing it. but it seems lately that i can not get out of the rumor mill, and i am not sure why!
I don't have an exciting life, and honeslty probably couldn't handle it if i did. i work, work out, go home and watch the tube for a bit, then go to bed to start the process all over again. so really, there is not anything special about being me. but for some reason lately people can not stop spreading things that are totoally un-true!! and i am usually pretty good about letting things go. i think i have always been the kind of person to not really care what others think... prolly not so much in high school, but in the later years i know that i am a pretty up-beat, easy going kind of girl. but that hasn't gotten me anywhere lately.
so i guess what i am saying is that if people want to continue to make my life so great and exciting for me... then go ahead. I know what i have done, and what i have not done. the important people in my life and my true friends also know the truth. so if you want to bring me down or at least try to make yourself feel better... then i think you need to take a good look in the mirror. because life is way to short for me to worry about it anymore. i will not spend the rest of my short trip on this earth wondering and worrying about what other who obviously don't matter think of me. i am me, that's all i can be, and i honestly would not change the person i have become for the world. you got a problem with that... than you deal with it... I AM DONE!