Behind every cloud.... there's sunshine

well i think i am getting better at this... right Jillie?? second post in about a week!! be proud! ;)

anyways i think that things are finally getting better. and i am actually starting to feel like myself again... which is a good thing. through everything that has happened lately, i am finally smiling again, which is very important to me. but at the same time i am ready to move on. i am looking for a new job, and finally starting to take the steps into the dating world. SCAREY I KNOW!!! lol. but it has to be done! but i am also ready for whatever life throws at me... which is after this week from hell i need to be! i am just taking things as they come... and not worrying about what other people feel the need to say or do. you know how the old saying goes... "behind every cloud there is sunshine" ... well i needed to be reminded of that.

and i am at the point now that i really do believe that you make the most out of every moment that you have. whatever happens to you... you ultimately decided how to take it and if that situation is good or bad. so from now on i am taking whatever life decides to throw at me as just another challenge that i can overcome. true some of them are going to take longer and be tougher than others... but all in all it will make me stronger and prouder of my accomplishments. so bring on the good and the bad... i am ready.